Melting

Stubborn grins thawed her icy heart. A cool confidant, and an ardent sweetheart. Turbulant thoughts seemed so far from reach, With a voice in her ear giving day dreamy speech.    

darling

I’m losing track of who I’m supposed to be. My mind only clear when your hands are on me. The distance is daunting. My severed heart yearns. As time wastes away, I’m emotionally burned. You called me your darling, I called you to talk. ...

All along

Was I blind from eve to sunup? Why did I never see her face? How did I never notice  the girl that took my place? There must be something about her, a glow or her special looks, but I never saw her coming  And now my core is...

soft-spoken nerves

Can they see my heart, it’s sprung out of me. Can they taste my nerves or what’s left of me? The world’s on its side and I’m falling, free whether its to death, or the sky, It’s to destiny. 

raining tears

Words get stuck and clog my swollen throat. Such a lump they leave from things unspoke. My eyes they droop, so sad their stare, A hollow haunting is all that's there. Kill me, kiss me, take my pain, Remove the thunder that brings such...

Letting go

Drawing closed, my outstretched arms. I hold me when no one would.  I’ve given up on my fairytales  but I’m doing it for my own good.  I’m a mess, but true love would love me. I’m in pain, and true friends would know. I’m not blaming...

Hurt

I’m still the same inside. I’m hurting, and I feel I’m an ember of a once was flame, And all the anguish in me’s real. I may be different from your viewpoint, I may not look a bit like me, but inside there’s a heart that’s hurting ...

thinking..

Thoughts, thoughts, feel them ebb and flow. They tickle and tumble, tilting vertigo. Complex triggers, well woven with time, Their voices scream, and I’m a mess in my mind.  Don’’t look to the others, they can’t help you now, You’re...

Idol

I don’t like that you don’t like me. And I’m bothered you don’t care. I’ve been fawning, I’ve been dreaming,  But not a thought of me you’ve dared. I’m looking back now with mixed feelings. I could have had the world.  You held my...

A girl

Stupid young girl who lies numb and awake.   Careless cool boy  who plays with her mistakes.   Deaf and dumb friends who only would judge.   A town immersed in itself  against her like a grudge.   Each mouth she now...

grey on grey

pathetic        hopeless          dry cliché, I     wouldn’t  waste my       time.       Why pick up weeds that grow     in clumps          when there  are such sweet columbine…       She stands  alone    she’s grey,    now white...

Sweet Treat

  Add a half cup of warm feelings, A sprinkle of good jokes, A teaspoon of all your secrets,   And two eggs without their yolks. A 1/4 cup of good timing. A tender heart that cares, Mix together your ingredients  while the...

Seconds to Days

In those seconds I was fucking happy. In those minutes I was fucking sad.  Together we were in shambles, and the hours all came back. Can I change the answer I gave you, can I change my fucking name? I shouldn't let that day control...

Truth hurts

Where did I go wrong today, I wish it all were just a dream.  The path we walked had seemed so pure, the turns and dips so clean.  I saw us smiling in my mind, and missed the heartache which was there. The moment you let go of me, was the...

compare oh contrare

She’s confidant, to say the least.  She’s a firework, but not like me.  She’s a loving girl, photogenic. She gets them all, and just can’t help it.  They stare at her, in her eyes lost.   She’s a sweet daydream. I’m an afterthought.

Stay Grey

Falling, falling, to the ground. Waves around me, and so I drown.  Limp and empty. Still and grey. Time moves around me. But my body stays.

Feeling feelings

Where did these feeling come from? They just showed up while I slept. They are stronger than I'm used to compared to others I have kept. There seems to be no explanation, I didn't do something new, So why have I grown feelings For...

Sadness

Don't break my heart. Dont be sad. Lift your spirits. Now be glad. Fill your heart With wet cement. Now's not the time For bleak lament. They all wear smiles  When they're not true. They hide their heartache. You can...

Destroyer

The monster in me has been startled awake. It’s the keeper of my actions and leaves ruins in its wake. It’s hungry, and bitter and it’s reach knows no bounds It’s a selfish destructor, at least that’s what I’ve found. 

swollen hearts

Melancholic, bittersweet.  Played back times of how we’d meet.  Crystal stares, and swollen hearts.  Realistic dreams but with missing parts.  Tired legs, and lonely arms. You’ve a history of tragic harm.  Wistful thoughts, a craving...

Dull dreaming

In my dreams you don’t remember me.  In my dreams you’re doing fine. In my dreams is where you forget my name. These fears nurtured in my mind.  I long to hear your voice, and laugh.  I long to be your sun.  I long to just consume...

Trust.

If I don’t like you in person then I don’t like you at all. You feed me love fables, but they only will stall.  I’m in love with another, who’s nothing like you. They make me feel sunny, which blocks out the blue.  I’m taking a pill, but...

cryptic shield

The feelings are gone and they aren’t coming back. I feel cold and bleak and like it like that.  Cynicism is like a cryptic shield.  As I let it become me, the nausea yields.  I’m sure the “bubbly” might resurface again.  But I’ll drown...

"normal"

Decisions made like tidal waves. Havoc wrecked at last. She set ablaze the normality And rewrote all her past.

He and She

He cries. She wept. He paces. She slept. He argues. She forgave. He stumbles. She braved. He succumbs. She dared. He obsesses. She cared.