Destroyer

The monster in me has been startled awake. It’s the keeper of my actions and leaves ruins in its wake. It’s hungry, and bitter and it’s reach knows no bounds It’s a selfish destructor, at least that’s what I’ve found. 

swollen hearts

Melancholic, bittersweet.  Played back times of how we’d meet.  Crystal stares, and swollen hearts.  Realistic dreams but with missing parts.  Tired legs, and lonely arms. You’ve a history of tragic harm.  Wistful thoughts, a craving...

Dull dreaming

In my dreams you don’t remember me.  In my dreams you’re doing fine. In my dreams is where you forget my name. These fears nurtured in my mind.  I long to hear your voice, and laugh.  I long to be your sun.  I long to just consume...

Trust.

If I don’t like you in person then I don’t like you at all. You feed me love fables, but they only will stall.  I’m in love with another, who’s nothing like you. They make me feel sunny, which blocks out the blue.  I’m taking a pill, but...

cryptic shield

The feelings are gone and they aren’t coming back. I feel cold and bleak and like it like that.  Cynicism is like a cryptic shield.  As I let it become me, the nausea yields.  I’m sure the “bubbly” might resurface again.  But I’ll drown...

"normal"

Decisions made like tidal waves. Havoc wrecked at last. She set ablaze the normality And rewrote all her past.

He and She

He cries. She wept. He paces. She slept. He argues. She forgave. He stumbles. She braved. He succumbs. She dared. He obsesses. She cared.   

guilt

Don’t tell me to love you. Don’t tell me to care. I can’t fill my being With things that aren’t there.  Don’t tell me I’m selfish It’s just how I’m built. Don’t tell me we’re destined It drowns me in guilt. Don’t tell me “try...